A dream day

Today after basketball , i went to asiba with aaron , joel , wye ming . having breakfast while talking pokemon. We saw jason chan having breakfast alone . I need to walk back home TT , because brother use car so mother cant fetch me . How cruel TT . Some how i stomach pain . After bath i slept. During my dream , i dream the sabah trip which with ptdd friends . I dream i and her and one more guy but i cant remenber who is him. I just can remenber was i held her hand. Just like the real during sabah trip. I woke up because i dream until i held her hand. I dunno why . she always give me a feeling that she not violent and fierce , even the others say indeed . On my way, she violent and fierce maybe she wants to protects herself and protects her friends and family. She bite me, i feel like it, dunno why? Am i insane , stupid , idiot or retarded , or i .... ... I cant find the answer , or i already got the answer .