another she, nys

She sms me, she said that her sister bully her. After that her brother also bully her. She angry while she hurting . Angry because she angry them , hurt because she doesn't know why them want bully her. She said she wants to cry but in the end she doesn't . She cries , I will cry more , she hurt i will get more hurts than her. I hope i can help her carry all of her tear , don let her eyes look so tired. I told her ,if she wants , my shoulder always wide open for her , I will holding her , don let her fall down . Until now we still sms , she say dunno want accept me or not, inside my heart i really want her to accept . But how we can continue this relationship . Some more i think her school still got many guys that better than me. nys i love oyu

A dream day

Today after basketball , i went to asiba with aaron , joel , wye ming . having breakfast while talking pokemon. We saw jason chan having breakfast alone . I need to walk back home TT , because brother use car so mother cant fetch me . How cruel TT . Some how i stomach pain . After bath i slept. During my dream , i dream the sabah trip which with ptdd friends . I dream i and her and one more guy but i cant remenber who is him. I just can remenber was i held her hand. Just like the real during sabah trip. I woke up because i dream until i held her hand. I dunno why . she always give me a feeling that she not violent and fierce , even the others say indeed . On my way, she violent and fierce maybe she wants to protects herself and protects her friends and family. She bite me, i feel like it, dunno why? Am i insane , stupid , idiot or retarded , or i .... ... I cant find the answer , or i already got the answer .

should i forget the girl i like so many years?

I always wish i could often see her. But i have not ideas, how can i cant forget her . During holidays , we seldom sms . Why ?? I just want to sms with her even cant see her . My heart lost already . since that day i like you. But you just dunno . I cant expose my feeling, because it's too much . Your smile , cost everything. You asked me before who the one i love so long. The answer is you. If i tell you, i afraid you avoid me forever. And now, i miss everything about you. Until now , your smile still inside my mind .