A confused heart

Since that day you misunderstand me, you had changed. You do not want to talk with me . You jsut avoid me far apart. It cause my heart in a cold , lonely with a broken heart. I have no idea . When i step by step closer and closer , you walk farther and farther . At Friday night, we saw each others. It is a good time to see you. I can't stand a single movements . When i saw you, my heart keep tell me ' don nervous' . When i sit with you, you walk a way. When i asked why you moody. You answered me ' nothing, go talk with your friend. I tried my best to know you more. You just like a door, does not let me go in. You want know why i went out after dinner? It 's i do not want to disturb you to talk with your friends. Others reason is , i feel i just your friend. Although it make me feel guilty , because can't want you trust me. But i still love you. I hope your answer same with me. However , i also feel our distance far , far away. I always think is it my fault or, we haven prepare to together? Hope someone can give me the answer