Since that day you with him

Since that day you with him walked together, i had a feeling that you will leave me. Why i such as fool . Why i can't hold this relationship . I 'm found out, i am the only one to cause you to avoid me. So i am a murder of this relationship , since that day i asked you .Why i always unlucky . Is that me think too much of it? or it's fact. I want to know the answer from you. If leaving hope you and him can delighted